Postage

I always post things

on an irregular basis

most of them are just brought up

some made up with the oddest of things.


the best selling ones

are the matters of the heart

or level of attraction.


I'll continue what I'm doing

especially when inspiration strikes!

or whenever I needed some distraction ;))


Whatever made you read this

I'd like to thank you so much for your time and for dropping by!

you made me smile ^_^

and completed my day.



Have a good one!

Transformed

a boy I once knew

now a man I hardly know

what happened?

to us?to you?

I can't even fathom.


when did it all began?

can't hardly say

perhaps the time

we both felt indifferent

not utterly the same.


remember?

if not, here's a reminder

from me to you

where to begin...


one day,

you just showed up

with a girl claiming to be a friend

I welcome her to the club

like a regular

you know the same old stereotypical way.


I knew it!

we both knew

it's just that

we let pass such opportunistic son of a .....

ruin us

rip us into two!


I still can't believe she can do such vile things!

she poisoned our mind

played with our feelings

toyed and abused us

to her heart's content

we're too nice!

we're too human!

I can't let that happen again


the tragedy

the chase

I'm saving you

I'll endure it

every single bit


it's not revenge I seek

but justice

for you my love

not just ours

but to others she destroyed


such person should cease to exist

anger and fury filled me!

others convinced me otherwise

you'll wake up soon enough

I always keep my promise


I still believe and do hope

there's a place

only I could access

not anyone alive dare to enter


Don't forget

our love and dreams

always and forever


One must pay the full price

in order to salvage

what remains of the other.

bleep

Once upon a time

a girl used to curse excessively

in such a manner one can't handle

nor bare whatever you'd like to call it

we dunno why

perhaps it's such a fad before

she took part.


she used to censored such

but then it all started to sink in

that it's as if it's the new hi's and hello's

one might put in the beginning or end of their sentences.


we all fell into the trap of evil

then she woke up one day

after a couple of dose of preaching

not in a course of finding or a true love kiss.


The End.




[sometimes I just find my notes kinda funny]

About a boy

This is not like the movie one might say
well...it might be.
who knows
perhaps it's just me
kinda cliché really

this post is about a boy
I kinda like him you see
known him for quite sometime now
sometimes he's there
most of the time not

he's not at all imaginary
he's totally and completely real!
normal,pretty much alive and moving
with limbs,head with a brain and everything.

we shared a couple of stories
funny,melancholy memories
bizarre moments
our first epic encounters
and life long adventures

but then again
whenever I thought about it
and I often wonder
if those messages were in some ways
whatever it is I thought it would be
different perhaps

it's always like this stumble and trumped
people's feelings
he'll turn back then come back again
it's as if having an experiment
like to see if I am in any way affected.

it's not fair my dearly beloved
to have such feelings
for I know I'll find somebody else
better than him
as expected
in so many ways I can imagine my triumph
and in the like manner the opposite of such.

ah such dilemma!
one must need to face
but with this in life
we learn and conquer
over throw our fear and obstacles

I can feel it
the one who is right for me
I won't give up
and I will find you
eventually for sure!

Encounter

I met a boy
almost perfect
wherein I often lose myself
I forgot most of the things I listed
the ideal list I'd like to call it

though I always remember them near the end
where most valuable lessons in the story are learned
often shared.

I know from that moment on
the next couple of days
is gonna be tough
things aren't just enough
for life is bound to happen
reality check

this guy I'm talking about
we know for sure
what and how we both felt
it's just that these things
are just a little bit complicated

bound to happen
especially these days...
our geographic location is one thing
but trust is our biggest key player here

I don't know what to feel really
perhaps I'm too affected
but no need to worry

bulletproofing is all I need
time past
I always look and find someone better
responsible,independent,religious,shared same values,kind & smart
the list goes on
perhaps some perks
or something that marks along those lines.

everything will be fine
back to normal all over again
but for sure I'll never forget this boy
who taught and shown me things in life
that will never be the same again.

Writing Bug

I caught the writing bug
yet again
creativity over flowing
all time high
well...quite.

so watch out for my
all original post
it will come out
soon...or so I hope.

Outline

I've been working on this

longer than expected

why do I keep coming back

for something can't say it

I kept on wasting my time

for things that didn't matter

is it just my way to past time?

or is it the latter?

There's a choice I gotta make

a tough one I must say

it could either make or break

perhaps go astray?

The journey's long

and quite tough

but I just can't wave the white flag

and say I give up!

Disease took its toll

inside my body

might be because I've been

rather busy

by the end of the day

it's always been just me

a fight to oneself

how grueling and staggering.


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Greetings

We always say hi

but didn't bother to say goodbye

I often asked myself the question why?

out of all people why me?

then you'll just leave me there like some sort of a dummy

you made my day,unnoticed

but that's just what it is

a temporary euphoria,immediate relief

then it will be washed away

by the tide and breeze

As days turns to weeks

then to months, to a year

it happened all so fast

I was stunned left confused

didn't stand a chance to choose

you made me smile

then took it away

how do you do that?

you shrugged

didn't even bother to say 

I'd have to end this

today I muttered

I gathered all my guts and courage

but when you're there

I stuttered 

swept away

here we go again

in the penrose stairs or

like a merry go round

in endless cycle

seems like yesterday

we looked upon each others eyes

caught up in the moment

right there..I said farewell

you realized

When I said it

we all know it will never be the same

you'll always hope it will be

but deep inside

I just feel so empty

awkward and odd as it may seem

I locked it all away

as I rebuild

my words will always just be

a matter of a formal greeting.


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The Downfall

Such frustration I felt

if I havent seen or talk to you

was it a special type or kind of magic you cast

or was it simply voodoo?

I'd like you to give me an antidote

a wonder drug

so when it's all over I could just snap back!

unconcerned,relaxed

this may sound and look cheesy

seems all so true

I tried to stay away from you

but I just can't!can't run away

barely get far enough from you

so I stayed

I can't forget when I'm completely drawn and mesmerized

or was it all planned?to lure me in?kept me hypnotized?

I know there's something wrong with you

or was it just me?

I kept on dreaming whirpool of thoughts

you and I...can and cannot be

I can't change you

I don't want to change you

I like you as it is

I don't mean to argue

but you don't believe me like you used to

there's lots of  stuff I'd like you to know

but I'm not sure...

until when this could go

often unpredictable

most of the time speechless

some things I just can't express

no words could sum up or even dare escape

all those things we've shared

and all this we've been through

much so or so

am I just being overly dramatic?

though something's quite lacking

I can't lay a finger on it 

I don't know if I should call it love?

since it's always been this one sided

if I ever do tell a tale you'll always be quite extraordinary

like something epic or a ride

such a rush I can't live by

after all this I learned a lot

and with that I'd say thank you very much

people often do things which seems so crazy

but at least I told you how much you mean to me

my side of the story.


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Gravity

Falling out doesn't necessarily mean goodbye
it's much more so just like telling a lie
though it doesn't make much sense now
for sure you'll understand why
in years to come you'll be surprise
and get by...

I'm not really good at this nor with words
but at least I tried
reached out couple of times
but we're so caught up
tangled with all this facade
and neverending charade

for sure this is not the end
or at least so I hope
you should try free falling
chase then let go
I've said what I've said
and promised to keep my oath

you got my word
I don't go back
but I'm not always here forever
to hold you and mend you back
it will take more than a shallow petty excuse
to make you believe


I'm hoping this note will reach you
far more than I could ever imagine
you always shall and ever will be
the one I thought you'll ever be
now it's time to take action I'm cutting this damn rope!
that got me trapped,tolled and sanctioned

with this I sensed a new beginning
up ahead and years to come
no matter how painstaking
we'll change for the best
but in my eyes we'll remain the same
A kid who knows no less

I'll come for you like I said once before
it's only a matter of series of questions
need I say more? quite frankly I'm a bit nosy
that sent me to different set points in reality
but I don't force people to say what they really want to say to me
I'll try to remain contained as promised

This is a work of fiction or so..but with no intention
might be a note to oneself,a reminder,a suggestion
it's one of those things and feelings
an urge to write in this case type
it's a cocktail of words and emotions I can't even fanthom
in case you got hit then for sure you'll ask yourself a question..

and the answers you seek lies within yourself
it's all a matter of acceptance and perception
I don't know how to quite end this
for this post is rather long
so perhaps,
to be continued....

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