The Downfall

Such frustration I felt

if I havent seen or talk to you

was it a special type or kind of magic you cast

or was it simply voodoo?

I'd like you to give me an antidote

a wonder drug

so when it's all over I could just snap back!

unconcerned,relaxed

this may sound and look cheesy

seems all so true

I tried to stay away from you

but I just can't!can't run away

barely get far enough from you

so I stayed

I can't forget when I'm completely drawn and mesmerized

or was it all planned?to lure me in?kept me hypnotized?

I know there's something wrong with you

or was it just me?

I kept on dreaming whirpool of thoughts

you and I...can and cannot be

I can't change you

I don't want to change you

I like you as it is

I don't mean to argue

but you don't believe me like you used to

there's lots of  stuff I'd like you to know

but I'm not sure...

until when this could go

often unpredictable

most of the time speechless

some things I just can't express

no words could sum up or even dare escape

all those things we've shared

and all this we've been through

much so or so

am I just being overly dramatic?

though something's quite lacking

I can't lay a finger on it 

I don't know if I should call it love?

since it's always been this one sided

if I ever do tell a tale you'll always be quite extraordinary

like something epic or a ride

such a rush I can't live by

after all this I learned a lot

and with that I'd say thank you very much

people often do things which seems so crazy

but at least I told you how much you mean to me

my side of the story.


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