Saturday, May 23, 2015


Saw you just now
thought you were dead
we haven't seen each other for a very long time

I turned and walked as fast as I can 
for running would simply give me away
nevertheless you caught up with me
and said "hey"

I smiled then simply nodded as I kept my distance
catching up with you would simply be..
the end of me.

The following day you dropped by my house
no one's home 
or so you thought
I hid and kept my shadow close.

Way back  in the day
I used to wonder why?
why you left and didn't even bother to say goodbye.

Now that I know better
I understand and would have to accept
the painful truth
the ugly truth

That we're never meant to be
as I read your letter and wedding invitation
no tears escape, as you are slowly dying in my eyes 

the man I once knew and loved is gone
the word us cease to exists
it's just another day
here I am living the life in total bliss!

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Finding my Focus

It's hard to focus
I tried
I failed
tried a couple more
failed each attempt

get up
stand up
do it all over again

feels like a never ending almost repeat kind of day
then I'll always remind myself of my goal
my dreams,hopes,aspiration
Why I need to stay in this game
work hard a little bit more

new strategy
what is it I'm not getting?

People say I sometimes overthink things
I guess I do take them literally
words and thoughts are powerful
takes me to places I've never been nor seen before
my journey's long chances I can't really say

but I'll keep moving forward either way
time change things so as opportunity
let's see where it would all take me.

Sunday, May 3, 2015

New Blog!

I have a new blog! oh yeah! I made a new one since this one is quite old and the contents are all over the place although I did try to organize it and stuff but yeah if you're wondering where it is please head over to  it's much more simpler and I'm about to fill it up with more otaku goodness mega overload awesomeness haha!

Don't worry I won't be deleting this one (for now) enjoy the content(s).Follow me to my new blog and I'll follow back.Hope to see more of you around! ^_^