Sunday, June 17, 2012

About a boy

This is not like the movie one might say might be.
who knows
perhaps it's just me
kinda cliché really

this post is about a boy
I kinda like him you see
known him for quite sometime now
sometimes he's there
most of the time not

he's not at all imaginary
he's totally and completely real!
normal,pretty much alive and moving
with limbs,head with a brain and everything.

we shared a couple of stories
funny,melancholy memories
bizarre moments
our first epic encounters
and life long adventures

but then again
whenever I thought about it
and I often wonder
if those messages were in some ways
whatever it is I thought it would be
different perhaps

it's always like this stumble and trumped
people's feelings
he'll turn back then come back again
it's as if having an experiment
like to see if I am in any way affected.

it's not fair my dearly beloved
to have such feelings
for I know I'll find somebody else
better than him
as expected
in so many ways I can imagine my triumph
and in the like manner the opposite of such.

ah such dilemma!
one must need to face
but with this in life
we learn and conquer
over throw our fear and obstacles

I can feel it
the one who is right for me
I won't give up
and I will find you
eventually for sure!

Saturday, June 16, 2012


I met a boy
almost perfect
wherein I often lose myself
I forgot most of the things I listed
the ideal list I'd like to call it

though I always remember them near the end
where most valuable lessons in the story are learned
often shared.

I know from that moment on
the next couple of days
is gonna be tough
things aren't just enough
for life is bound to happen
reality check

this guy I'm talking about
we know for sure
what and how we both felt
it's just that these things
are just a little bit complicated

bound to happen
especially these days...
our geographic location is one thing
but trust is our biggest key player here

I don't know what to feel really
perhaps I'm too affected
but no need to worry

bulletproofing is all I need
time past
I always look and find someone better
responsible,independent,religious,shared same values,kind & smart
the list goes on
perhaps some perks
or something that marks along those lines.

everything will be fine
back to normal all over again
but for sure I'll never forget this boy
who taught and shown me things in life
that will never be the same again.

Friday, June 15, 2012

Writing Bug

I caught the writing bug
yet again
creativity over flowing
all time high

so watch out for my
all original post
it will come out
soon...or so I hope.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012


I'd like to become a drifter
the one that comes and goes
perhaps more of a transient maybe
not just an ordinary drifter but an explorer as well
the one who doesn't necessarily hitch rides,own a guitar and a hat to showcase one's talent
but the one who just travels
go with the flow
you know just like in the olden days.

I often imagine myself in a story
perhaps writing one
about me,my family,friends,dreams and aspirations
girl and boy blues
then that plot that just captures and jumps to every different category
a contemporary,action pack,mystery thriller romance mix with a little blood or gore or erotica?

I dunno.

I just want that sensation of all the things that I love in one
the uncertainty
twist and turns
that lead you back for more
or maybe if possible in multiple characters perspective
I know that's quite a few and bit ambitious
but yes I'd like to do that
all of that!

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Skip beat | Tv Series Review

Skip beat, is a japanese  shoujo manga by Yoshiki Nakamura.It's about a girl name Kyoko Mogami (16 years old) who loves her childhood friend Fuwa Sho then later on discovers that he only keeps her around to act as a maid and cover his living expenses, as he works his way to become the top pop idol in Japan. Furious and heart broken, she vows to get revenge by beating him into show business.Kyoko met Ren Tsuruga, a very talented well known actor who works for a company LME the story takes flight,plot thickens,full of twist and turn and a brewing love triangle/love interest? perhaps?

My heart definitely skipped a beat after I saw a live in action taiwanese drama of one of my most favorite manga of all time! I was kind of skeptic at first ;) and was like one of those people who was like these people doesn't suit the part not mangaish at all but then as I started to watch and saw how the show progress I'm at awe! :O such talents OMG! they're amazing! very faithful to the manga but I wonder when will season 2 begin and I hope they're still the same actors and actresses everybody was so good and professional. What I like about the manga story line is that it's about humble beginnings in the  showbiz industry,what it's like being an actor/actress,how do they feel,react,practice,shoot films all those kind of stuff (well of course still depends on what the author) but still it's full of surprises,full of twist and turn,romantic kind of vibe,lessons about love,hatred,anger and everything else about life.

That's one of the trailer youtube has to offer you'll definitely love it or hate it or perhaps both? grow to love it maybe? I do suggest you watch it see it for yourself

more OMG moment :O
as I was typing and searching far and wide I stumble upon this! surely it's also one of those I CAN'T BELIEVE IT moments as well I didn't even know a game for PS2 existed *slaps self* I'm so gonna have one!

of course a walkthrough at last!

but the game is in japanese D'oh! *face palm*
time to sharpen my japanese skills pwahaha!
I saw it on one site this game won't boot on USA or European ps2 game consoles NOOOO!!!
but I'd still like to play XD